Haha, long time since I posted!
Sigh, JC life isn’t as good as I thought it would be! My promotional exam ended
about two weeks ago, and truthfully, I am so worried about my results. Math and
Chem papers were atrociously difficult but Physics paper was fairly well done.
I was overjoyed when my exams finally ended. It hit me that half of my JC life
is over and coming to an end. I can’t wait for Christmas. Haha, this is so
incoherent.
I want to have a Christmas party
this year! I wanna give presents and receive presents too L sigh…
Oh yeah, I had a boyfriend at the
start of the year but broke up. Okay, story time. I don’t really know whether I
loved him. I admit that I felt more excited over feeling my life being: “complete”
after I was attached. But I think I am missing the true meaning of being in
love. It wasn’t as magical, nor was it special to me. It was like a show that
we were putting up, to show others we were cool. I could feel that he wasn’t
that into me as well. He’s not the kind of guy I wanted, I wasn’t the ideal
girl for him. Still, I committed my all. I tried my very best to be what he
wants but it’s really top hard. A stupid SMS got us into a cold war, and he
suggested we take a break. I suggested breaking up. There’s no point hanging
the relationship on the edge till the end of his A Level. It just ain’t going
to work…
He broke up with me while helping
his junior with a Math question. Wow, how much he respected me… well, it’s all
over all.
I am over him, and I am so happy
about being cautious into stepping into another relationship J
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